I woke up with a startle this morning. The last few scenes of my dream stayed with me for the rest of the day. I was surprised, and I remain so, that it could still stir up such emotions in me.
I continued with my day in a hazy state. I felt disconnected. And while most of us unwind as the year comes to an end, I’m panicking inside about next year’s Feb and Mar issues (job hazard). Self-doubts sunk in.
When the work day ended, I didn’t even want to head to yoga, a first for me in a long time. I didn’t even have the patience I usually have with public transport. I had envisioned that little imaginary cave I’d dug and I wanted to be there right away.
And I am there now. Listening to music that feeds the soul. Barzin is hauntingly good:
The day does get better. It always does. This too shall pass. But while that we’re here, why not relish the moment for a bit? It’s all for good reasons.
XX
“Detours, challenges, and crisis, Yi Lian, are simply covers for miracles that had no other way of reaching you.
It’s all good,
The Universe”
Christine said,
November 29, 2011 @ 12:35 am
Miss you sweet!
ngyilian said,
December 4, 2011 @ 1:04 pm
I miss you so much too! <3