Archive for January 11, 2009

My alcoholic boyfriend

I’ve never lived under one roof with so many different types of beers before and before I throw out the consumed ones, I thought I would take some pics for Matt who forgot to snap some pics of his beloved beer collection in my flat when he was here.

There were more than TWENTY varieties. And they were purchased just from the supermarkets. And were at an average of S$2 per bottle. Wow. If Matt ever does move here, I worry my boyfriend may just become the sort who asks his girlfriend to fetch him a bottle of beer from the fridge. And if he does, I’ll be sure to knock him on the head with the bottle instead…

Anyway, a first photo of the both of us with the Nikon. Pardon, my makeup-less blah face:

We used the flash but the picture didn’t get washed out like how flashes normally do in your typical digicam. Digging the Nikon! Woot!

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THEY’RE SO CUTE!

Ugh, cutest video (among many others) of Seth and Kiks!!!

Warning: I may just be a little biased.

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Fear.

I don’t know how to rid myself of the fear of getting hurt by the man I love again.

The thing is, Matt has never done anything to warrant my distrust and honestly, I do trust him. He loves me in a way I had never been loved before and being in love with him gives me so much hope and faith in our future together.

But I’ve been hurt before. Thrice by the same guy. And I know he can’t be compared to Matt cos the difference in their loves for me is vastly different.

I used to be the kind of girlfriend who allowed the guy to travel with a bunch of guys without her and had no qualms when he hang out till really late with a bunch of girlfriends.

But it was also exactly in those situations that the things “he couldn’t help” happened.

So I really can’t help on my end when my paranoia arises when I can’t get Matt on the phone when he’s out till the wee hours or when he told me would be home at a certain time and he wasn’t. My mind would start to run wild and I would start to mentally prepare myself for the hurt that could possibly come my way.

I know it’s not fair on Matt, whom I know adores me deeply, but I just don’t know what to do with that fear.

However, on a good note, I know I’m improving on coping with it. But it’s not gonna be a short journey…

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Kirsten’s 3rd birthday

Happy birthday Kiks!

Little Kiks has grown another year! I can still remember the day before my sis gave birth to her. We could still go out for a nice coffee shop lunch with the family at Ang Mo Kio. And now, Kirsten is all three and very much the prissy queen. But an endearing one. :)

Since Seth’s birthday (23 Jan) is so near Kiks’ (3 Jan), Sis and Raymond decide to just have one celebration every year. So since Seth is turning one this year and Kiks got to have two parties before, this year goes to Di Di.

But my family (and my friends. More on that later.) wouldn’t let little Kiks have a birthday without a cake and some pressies so we had a family celebration for her anyway. And seeing my pals adore the little ones, I invited them along. It’s lovely when you can have an occasion with both family and friends!

And the girls are so farnie. They bought random stuff for them. Yes, Di Di got to have a present too! They got Kiks a lobster float, a doc’s kit and a few other stuff that I don’t remember. Kiks was absolutely stoked and she was so happy being the socialite that she was around my friends.

Di Di was blur blur as usual. But he was so cute when he could walk around, supporting himself with items and stuff. The house was noisy and he was just walking around, playing with Kiks’ kitchen set. Think Bern got a cute pic of him.

Matt and I got Kiks a Thomas & Friends tunnel tent. She loved it and kept asking everyone to go in with her. The other day I visited her, she was inside alone with her doll and just mumbling to herself. The only downside is that she’s not very keen for Di Di to join her. Sigh, that prissy girl. Poor Di Di.

But Di Di has now learnt how to fight back, which is totally hilarious. The other day in my house, Raymond was playing with Seth using a soft toy. Kiks interrupted and pushed Seth’s hands away. Seth pushed back and Kiks did the same. Then Di Di got frustrated, let out a short scream and smacked Kiks on her head.

OMG. IT WAS SO FUNNY! I couldn’t stop laughing for a full 3o seconds. I was going, “Go di di!” Thank God Kiks still loves me.  Very impressive, Seth!

Blur Di Di

Totally loves this pic. Bern was trying to get Seth to go into the tunnel. How farnie

Totally loves this pic. Bern was trying to get Seth to go into the tunnel. How farnie!

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Bern gifted this little pouch to the girls and me. She got it custom made with BADSPY! It's the initials of the girls' and my names. How loves. :)

Thanks for celebrating Kiks’ birthday togetherly pals! Meanwhile, it’s six more days till my tech bf’s and my 26th. Too soon!!!

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