Archive for August 4, 2008

I go out on Friday night, I come home on Saturday morning

So last Friday, I had my farewell party at House and the plan was never (it’s always been never!) to get drunk. But I did. On a grand total of ONE vodka shooter. I’m embarrassed to admit that but then again, I’m infamous for not being able to drink. AT. ALL. Martina was the culprit as usual.

We were gathered at Cynthia’s table and Matt and her were talking shop while Steven, Martina, Karen and I were just talking when, to my horror, Cynthia started pouring vodka shots and made everyone cheered for my move. Everyone downed in their shots and I was looking for a way out. Stupid Martina was all “Down it! Down it!” and I would feel really bad if I was to turn down a drink the owner of the place offered. :(

So I did. And I so regretted it. I barfed my life out afterwards. I counted four times but Matt claimed it’s five. Thank god by the time I got silly high, most of my friends had left. I remember stupid Molely kept calling me Kirsten and talking to me like a child.



Anyhow, to the lighter side of the evening. It was really nice to see the amount of friends who actually turned up for my going away. As expected, I couldn’t catch up with everyone as I would like but I think I’d spent a fairly good amount of time with everyone. Matt was amazing. He hosted my friends like his and I was happy he managed to speak to some friends I didn’t have the opportunity to spend more time with.

Shirlynn came straight from the airport, which was really sweet and Hafiz turned up, albeit not feeling well. Karen and Zul turned up eventually, after dealing with some work hoo-ha. Calin delayed going to another farewell so she could be there. And Yasin’s presence was a complete surprise! I didn’t even know the boy was in SG and I felt awful for not being to catch up with him properly. Chiang came at the eleventh hour too but better late than never. :)

Somehow, my friends must have known I’m a nerd cos I got quite a number of books as farewell gifts. Zul, Lena, Jo and Amy gave me handy HK guides, though Matt had already gave me the Lonely Planet one. And Fi and Cat gave me two fiction books, which are completely me. I’m surprised at how apt their selections are! And Faridah gave me a Guess watch! I didn’t see the gift then but I opened it later and she honestly shouldn’t have. :/

And the funniest gift award goes to the girls, which idea came from the always-ingenious Bern. They printed a photo of Matt on the side of a pillowcase and for a while, everyone in the room couldn’t stop laughing.

The next day, I counted the number of people who turned up and it was 48 of them all in all. My mum teased, “You’re so well-liked meh?” -_-

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Packing up to leave

How do you pack your life into a luggage?

And why is it that you can pack anything you want but not the people you love? :(

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I’ll find a way

Last night, as usual, I was lying in bed, staring at my room’s ceiling with Matt next to me reading when I said out loud, “I need to write.” I spoke to him instead but still feel compelled to write down what I thought.

I want to remember everything as it is right now. I want to remember the mundane, the routine, the habits because this time tomorrow, I may just have new routines, new habits that may soon become the mundane. I wonder how different my life would be this time tomorrow.

Life has, somehow, given me the change I had always craved for but I thought it’s given me the change four and a half months ago when I met Matt. And now, it’s presented a something completely new altogether. Funny how I desperately yearned for something drastically different in my life more than a year ago but nothing much came along and I made do with what I had. But when it finally come more than a year later when I was pretty much contented with my life, I don’t know how to make sense of it.

Hanafi told me last Friday that he felt I was brave to do this and I was, honestly, taken aback. I didn’t realise it was bravery; I thought it was just going along with what Life has to offer.

So I told Matt last night (at the same time convincing myself) not to be scared of what has yet to come. We know everything happens for a reason and what is happening now is happening for a reason too though we don’t know the reason/s yet. But let’s have faith that the Universe will always have a plan for us and that Life will always have a way of working out eventually.

There would be moments of doubts whether you had taken the right step or done the right thing but nobody knows for sure if they would be right. So let’s be brave and see what Life has in store for us.

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